There, across the timeless space
She stood on her own,
Behind a veiled door.
Her eyes, tired
And her face, creased
With worry lines.
Her fingernails, dirty
And her arms had burnt marks
That failed to fade.
She had that forlorn look
That could find no reason,
And her soiled clothes
Though still neatly pressed.
Were drenched in sweat.
Across that flimsy veil,
She seemed miserable,
Ever so.
I wondered if I ought to go
Past the seamless space
And save her soul.
I had no armor, no shield
Yet, I knew I had to-
So delved headlong,
Across the silken barrier
To find her.
Looked around, but in vain.
I found her not.
Maybe too late, I hope not,
I whispered to myself,
With trembling syllables.
Just before I waded back
To the other end of living-
I saw her face.
Her eyes seemed tired,
Yet they twinkled
In joy, that caught my breath
To summersault.
Those crease lines aged her
ever so gracefully,
And never in ceaseless worry.
Her burnt skin smelled of milk
and butter,
Her finger nails were dipped
In colors of life.
I saw her peek a glimpse
Every half of a second
Into the dim-lit room
Right across the table.
I found her smile,
As though nothing could have
Been better, ever.
I walked in
To find out her secret joy-
For, in my eyes,
Nothing she had, could make
Me smile her smile.
And then I saw-
Across the timeless backdrop
A cherubic face, that shone.
Toothless, a smile
Broke away-
And my heart skipped a beat.
I turned back to her-
And I found her bask
In the aura of motherhood.
Humbled,
I drifted back to my world,
Wordlessly.
There was nothing I could say
Or be-
For she was everything -
She was a mother.
- (C) Sashu
09 May 2010
"Right across the table.
ReplyDeleteI found her smile,
As though nothing could have
Been better, ever."
Lovely write, reminded me of my very first poem. :) You say it perfectly Sashu.
Lovely Sashu. Poem for the occasion.
ReplyDelete"For, in my eyes,
ReplyDeleteNothing she had, could make
Me smile her smile."
The whole thing was an ecstatic journey reaching unto the epitome of satisfaction..again. There is so much satisfaction in love, pain, joy, anger. And the way you bring out any emotion is truly desirable, if not impossible.
@ Aayu : Thanks so much!
ReplyDelete@ Soumya : Glad! :)
@ Hirak: you picked my fav lines there! And thank you so much!