Finding certitude

Tangible feelings,
I held in my palms,
Nurturing,
Cherishing
And then, I gave it away...

Subtle filigree,
Of my emotions,
I weaved,
In silver strands,
And then, I shred it into pieces...

Delicate fantasies,
I envisaged,
Dreaming,
Aspiring,
And then, I burst the bubbles...

Candid reasonings,
I deduced,
Thinking,
Pondering,
And then, I wiped it, off my mind...

Gullible certitude,
I searched for,
Pursuing,
Foraging,
And then, I noticed the heaps, I left behind...

And I turn back,
Feeling,
Emoting,
Fantasizing,
Reasoning,
And then, maybe, my life would find, its certitude...