guilt pangs!

agony! self proclaimed?
guilt stabs
accusatory glares
i felt it hard
the pain wouldn't ebb
deplorable i stood
visions blurred
in an overtone of tears
a momentary error
and here i am
crucified in my own eyes
bereaved a soul
the toxic guilt
seeping though me
the hurt etched onto my heart
and i am now
a prisoner in my own soul
locked away to oblivion
lost away to the sinister world!